I fail to understand why I feel this way. I've never felt such a striking need to leave the solitude of my house. I went out prom shopping today, and it utterly changed me.
Maybe it wasn't the socializing or the shopping or the food or the discount tobacco that made it great. Maybe it was her. I still have no idea why I find her so fascinating, so charming, so utterly befuddling. Yet, I do.
It's probably meaningless adolescent infatuation, but I love being around her.
Not that I love her romantically, of course. It would be foolish to make such assumptions about someone based on my experiences around her. Something though, draws me to her. I doubt she would ever feel the same way in my presence, but it's still nice to pretend that she might.
The tea is fueling this, so I'm out.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
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